I work as a hca for the nhs wanted to do my nursing only been working for nhs for 8 months but been in care for years.
I also suffer with bipolar and this past month I've been so depressed I've tried to take my life 3 times with my hubby stopping me reason for this I think is because may Is a bad month for me. Lost my son? Grandma died, father inlaw died and my nanny (like a mom to me) died. I just can't cope anymore.
Anyway sorry for babbling but I just couldn't face work last week so emailed my ward manager as couldn't speak 2 days before I was due explaining a little but she didn't reply. I managed to ring the other day as collegue was textin me and told them I am to depressed left it at that. I feel I'm being !!!!!ed about I'm so paranoid I have a serious problem here. I don't have motivation to go back to gp as meds that have me have made me worse.
I need a sick note but can't be arsed well don't have motivation to fight for an appointment.
Will I get paid? I don't wanna go back, I can't, to upsetting working there. I miss my boy an my nanny so much can't see a way out.
Please help
P.s I get dla for my condition and have done for what 10 years indef but knows it changes soon which also stresses me out hubby is going out of his mind right now can't take his eyes off me. Wtf is there to live for?
I also suffer with bipolar and this past month I've been so depressed I've tried to take my life 3 times with my hubby stopping me reason for this I think is because may Is a bad month for me. Lost my son? Grandma died, father inlaw died and my nanny (like a mom to me) died. I just can't cope anymore.
Anyway sorry for babbling but I just couldn't face work last week so emailed my ward manager as couldn't speak 2 days before I was due explaining a little but she didn't reply. I managed to ring the other day as collegue was textin me and told them I am to depressed left it at that. I feel I'm being !!!!!ed about I'm so paranoid I have a serious problem here. I don't have motivation to go back to gp as meds that have me have made me worse.
I need a sick note but can't be arsed well don't have motivation to fight for an appointment.
Will I get paid? I don't wanna go back, I can't, to upsetting working there. I miss my boy an my nanny so much can't see a way out.
Please help
P.s I get dla for my condition and have done for what 10 years indef but knows it changes soon which also stresses me out hubby is going out of his mind right now can't take his eyes off me. Wtf is there to live for?